Morning Gooners,

Children in Need today, so fill those buckets for Terry and the gang. Wonder if Wenger or Gazidis will be giving up any of their hard-earned pennies?

Bit or gossip to kick off with as usual:

It’s believed that Carl Jenkinson has signed a new six-year contract with Arsenal and his salary has increased to Β£32,000 a week. Well if that story is true then credit has to go to the player, one who clearly just loves playing for the club he loves. He’s now an England International and is tipped to be a really good, if not great footballer in the years to come.

Wonder what Theo Walcott, whoΒ allegedlyΒ wants Β£100,000 a week, thinks about that? He should be embarrassed!

The Sun report that Huntelaar is available for Β£7 Million in January, Go on Arsene, you know we want you to!

This is the last moan and groan in a post, well, for this week. Tomorrow is the NLD, the big one, the oneΒ thatΒ matters more than any other and we have to win it!

I’ve supported Arsenal for over 30 years now and this is by far and away the most frustrated I’ve ever been as a gooner. It’s been building for some time but my thought patterns since Saturday, and after listening to Wenger’s subsequent turgid drivel, have both worried me and made perfect sense to me in equal measure.

It’s no secret that the manager and the board see CL qualification as a successful season. Better than some pots on offer but most of us beg to differ. Our best players want to leave year on year because we’re not competitive and when they do they’re rarely replaced adequately. Yet ticket prices remain ridiculously high. The message seems to be that we should be grateful for what the club achieves and should happily pay through the nose for the privilege. It’s insulting. Our loyalty is being ruthlessly exploited. More and more I’m realising that my loyalty is to the Arsenal of yesteryear. The Arsenal that didn’t insult its fans with ridiculous notions like winning trophies isn’t important. The Arsenal that signed some of the best players we’ve ever seen and that loved playing for us. How and when the hell did that change?

My recent thoughts have centred around what must happen for this dreadful cycle to end. It strikes me as simple. We must finish the season in a league position the likes of which we haven’t seen for many years. The 1994-95 finish ought to do the trick. That was the season George got the sack and Stewart Houston took over for the remainder of the season. We finished 12th. Only then can I see the arrogant fools in charge of OUR club being forced to change their doctrine of mediocrity for profit.

I’ve seen enough. I’ve spent enough. I’m getting nothing back. It really hurts to say this but if we lose to Tottenham at the weekend I’ll simply see it as another nail in the coffin of that colossal fool Ivan and his cohorts. Believe me, defeat to ‘them’ has never been something that’s taken less than a week for me to get over.

So long as the team manage, by hook or by crook, to scramble a top four finish we’ll never see the end of this dross. I want my Arsenal back. The Arsenal back. The Arsenal that wanted to win trophies and show their fans what they meant to them.

All I feel like is the back end of the cash cow they’re milking. And I would honestly suffer a seriously bad league finish if it meant change would occur. Be it the board, the manager or dare I say it a change of club policy regarding transfers, players contract negotiations and attitudes to competitions?

Written by Bendtnersgone