The instant the final whistle went on February 16th at the Ems, we started to anticipate this moment. A 2-1 halftime lead was a great accomplishment, but we still had an entire second leg to navigate if we were going to progress in the competition – which remained the primary aim.

We got a major, pleasant surprise yesterday when a certain Robin Van Persie – out with a knee injury scoring our goal in the Carling Cup final – participated in the final training session in London, and then caught the afternoon flight to Barcelona with the rest of the squad. At this point, Cesc was all-but-confirmed to start, so Robin’s potential inclusion was another welcome boost. At the Nou Camp presser that evening, however, Arsene was at pains to emphasize that Robin still required a fitness test on the morning of the match, and would not figure if not 100 per cent ready. This cued suggestions that our manager hid Robin for most of the buildup, only to spring a surprise at the last minute…Maybe he (Arsene) did, maybe he didn’t…

Robin passed his Tuesday morning fitness test, so our starting lineup consisted of Szczesny, Clichy, JD, Kos, Sagna (a welcome return from his first leg suspension), Jack, Diaby, Cesc, Rosicky, Robin and Samir.

Al, Eboue, Squillaci, Denilson, Arshavin, Chamakh and Nik rounded out the bench.

Barcelona goalkeeper Valdes returned to the side after an injury scare, but captain Puyol remained unavailable due to injury, and his centre-back partner Pique was suspended following his first leg booking, so a makeshift Barcelona central defence was something for us to look to exploit.

The match kicked off, and Barca were immediately on the attack. They moved the ball crisply and confidently, and we barely got a look in at the start. Rosicky over hit one pass, but we did not see much of the ball. Kos conceded our first corner under pressure from Messi, but we defended it well. This pattern continued for the first quarter of an hour.

Shortly afterwards, Kos picked up the first booking of the evening, a bit of a soft one for a foul on Pedro. Alves took the free kick, which Szczesny confidently saved. Unfortunately, he dislocated a finger in the process and so his evening ended virtually before it started. Al came on in his stead and the pattern resumed, with Barcelona keeping the ball and attacking. While we coped well with the pressure – restricting clear chances to a minimum – our inability to retain the ball for more than a couple of passes put our defence under constant pressure.

Shortly before the half hour mark, Alves tripped Samir, but nothing was given – I didn’t see much difference between the foul on Pedro (which earned Kos the yellow) and this one, but referee Busacca decided to overlook it, it seems. Jack gave Alves a bit of β€œwhat for”, and we started to see frustration – with Busacca, as much as the opposition players – manifest in our players. Kos then tripped Messi to concede a free kick, and Sagna went into the book, apparently for a tug on Iniesta, in the next sequence of play.

Thirty minutes gone and we were still holding on, but nerves had definitely started to fray, and we could not get hold of the ball to relieve some of the pressure on our defence. JD cleared smartly as Messi looked set to shoot after making his way into our box. Messi then threw himself down over Diaby’s leg, but this time Busacca did not buy it. Nevertheless, pressure continued to mount in our area.

A few minutes later, Adriano cracked a shot off the post, as Barca appeared to inch closer and closer to a breakthrough. Jack was next into the book for a foul, but Messi could not do much with the resulting free kick. With about five minutes remaining in the half, we finally had a brief spell with the ball in the Barca half. Robin forced a corner, which we couldn’t convert. Then Mascherano brought Jack down with a hefty challenge, Busacca deemed it ok, and then Robin and Abidal squared up, with the latter appearing to grab our striker’s throat. It was Robin that had his name taken, however, for a subsequent shove on Alves.

As we moved into stoppage time, it looked as though we may survive the half, but then disaster struck in the third minute. For some reason, Cesc saw fit to play a backheel near our box. Iniesta was on it like a flash, playing Messi in. The latter first lobbed Almunia then guided the ball into the net.

All our hard defending work undone just like that. At this point, we were headed out of the tie on away goals, aggregate of 2-2.

Arsene made no changes for the second half, but we clearly needed to attack, and get a goal to get ourselves back into this. We started the second half with Diaby bringing the ball into the Barca half, but we could not create a chance. Barca soon took control and pushed us back. This time we countered and Samir earned us a corner. He took it himself, putting a good delivery into the box, and Busquets headed into his own net to bring us level. Suddenly, having looked dead and buried, we regained the lead on aggregate. Our equalizer came in the 52rd minute, so we were looking at about 40 more minutes to hang on, if we could.

Barca immediately sliced us open, and Villa went through on goal, but Al went in where it hurts to block and prevent a goal. Just a couple of minutes after bringing ourselves level on the night, Busacca made himself a big part of the story. Robin was flagged offside in a close call – he continued through and a got a weak shot off (which went wide). Busacca apparently decided that our number ten had willfully ignored the offside whistle take an attempt on goal.

Robin was already on a yellow for squaring up to Alves and the referee quickly showed him a second, dismissing him. When I saw this unfold, I was hard on Robin in my initial reaction, thinking he should have known better. Seeing it again later, I was definitely unfair to him – not only am I confident he really didn’t hear the whistle (is that so out of the realm of possibility in such a noisy stadium?), but why on earth would he continue if he did? It’s not like the goal would count, is it? Robin and our players protested vehemently, but Busacca had none of it and just a couple of minutes after we pulled level on the night and back ahead on aggregate, we had a numerical disadvantage.

As I understand, the laws of the game support Busacca’s decision, but the law would also have supported red carding Abidal when he put his hands on Robin’s neck late in the first half. Even if the law does support the decision, does the referee not have the discretion to apply common sense? Arsenal had just equalized a few minutes before – the game was back on. We have seen referees use discretion and talk to players instead of flashing cards on numerous occasions.

If only Busacca could have considered the context (tie back alive, match level) and the stakes, perhaps he would have kept his card in his pocket. But he chose to believe that Robin intentionally ignored the whistle to fire in a shot that was never going to hit the target – and sent him off. We have to live with it…

So now it was down to ten men to defend our hard-earned aggregate lead. Barca clearly smelled blood and they cranked the pressure – already intense – up another level. Al stood tall to deny both Villa and Messi, but there was a feeling that a Barca goal was inevitable.

Ten minutes after Robin’s dismissal, Iniesta played Xavi, who beat Al to restore Barca’s lead on the evening. At this point, the tie was level on aggregate (3-3), with each side scoring two home goals and one away goal. If it stayed as such, extra time would beckon. Just like Paris, 2005, I had the feeling that once Barca scored against our ten men, another goal would follow. On this occasion, it took only three minutes, with Kos tripping Pedro, Messi tucking the penalty away with a minimum of fuss. Busacca perhaps could have sent Kos off there, as our defender had already earned one yellow for bringing the same player down earlier in the match, so some may argue we got a break there. For me, the damage was done when Robin was harshly dismissed, so it mattered not…

We had no choice but to try and go for it. With fifteen minutes remaining, Arsene brought on Arshavin for Rosicky, and four minutes later, he replaced the struggling Cesc with Nik. Yet Barca continued to press for a fourth and we still could not keep the ball. Al pulled off a string of saves to keep us just a goal down, impressively denying Messi (again!), and substitute Affelay. With just two minutes remaining, we worked an opening and Jack whipped a low cross into the box with Nik lurking – the latter just couldn’t connect when the goal was there to be taken. Remarkably, if that had gone in, we would have leveled the aggregate scores and would have had a real chance to progress on away goals – but Nik just couldn’t react quick enough when we needed him to. That was our chance – and we did not get another…

So another season’s Champions League campaign ended, and the scenario we dreaded – league cup final loss followed by swift exit from the other competitions – beginning to manifest itself. Much will be made of our tradition β€œSpring collapse” and how we cannot handle losing, over the next several days. Holding serve at Camp Nou was always going to be a tremendously difficult ask – we defended bravely and most of the players gave everything they had – so I do not think that losing this match by itself automatically means our season is over.

We do need to pick ourselves up quickly, however, or it will be over very quickly. We head to Old Trafford this weekend to face Manchester United in the FA Cup Quarterfinals – we are now eliminated from two competitions and have only two remaining to win.

For me, there is no way Arsene can afford to rotate players – I seriously doubt Red Nose will do, not wanting to let us win there and get the belief we can win the league as well. We have to put in a performance and we have to win that tie, above all else at the moment…

Anger and frustration about on the forums regarding the referee’s performance. We got little change from him, that is for certain, and his decision to take the hard-line and show Robin the second yellow when he didn’t need to sealed our fate. Nevertheless, I don’t think he cost us this match. For me, Barcelona were just that much better – over 90-plus minutes, they had nearly 70 percent possession, had 12 (of 20) shots on goal. How many did we have? Zero…And that is ZERO SHOTS, not just shots on goal…Yet we still scored one goal through Busquets and probably would have gotten another if Nik had been able to pull the trigger. But we didn’t….We lost this leg/tie because we could not keep the ball nor win it back off them.

I have little fault with our players, who put in brave shifts and for the most part tried their best. Standouts were Al, Jack, and our back four. Robin, Samir and Rosicky tried to make things happen, but saw so little of the ball – particularly in the first half – that they were virtually irrelevant…Two players – in our midfield – did not rise to the occasion. Our captain struggled all night, and his morale killing backheel attempt came at the worst possible moment – first half injury time after we heroically kept Barca at bay for most of the period.

Cesc may well have been unfit – if so, he shouldn’t have been risked. If he conned Arsene into playing him in such condition, he has now seen the consequences for himself…Even with this, I do not doubt his commitment to Arsenal and I am sure he is shattered over his mistake and overall performance this evening.

Vassiriki β€œAbou” Diaby also had a poor performance this evening. Like with Cesc, I shan’t bury him either. Despite the fact that we could neither string more than a couple of passes together or get an actual shot off, I think Arsene came here intending to attack and score – Diaby’s inclusion indicated that to me.

If Arsene wanted to defend for 90 minutes, wouldn’t Denilson have been a more appropriate selection? Things didn’t work out because Barcelona played so well, and our midfield didn’t function nearly as well. Like last year’s Camp Nou second leg, this evening seemed to pass Diaby by…It happens…Perhaps if Cesc had played better, Diaby would have as well…

To our lads credit, they did not give up and even if we got a huge slice of luck with Busquets’ own-goal, Samir deserves credit for winning the corner and putting a good ball in, which the Barca defence couldn’t deal with…It just wasn’t enough, but I am still proud of our players overall. We were outclassed technically and dominated all evening, but kept going to the end and emptied the tank well before the final whistle…

I think we can be proud of that in retrospect, but we should certainly not be satisfied. I am personally sick and tired of losing to FC Barcelona – we may have won a battle (first leg) for the first time a couple of weeks ago, but we lost another war in the end. I had high hopes that we could really make an impact in this season’s champions league – instead we badly underachieved, finishing runners-up in a cupcake group and putting a valiant – but ultimately losing effort – in this next round tie…

It feels bad right now, but I think it is going to get worse before it gets better – the Spuddies face an injury depleted, frankly mediocre Milan side tomorrow night in their second leg. Milan looked so dreadful, so inept, in the first leg on their patch; I have no confidence that they will be able to turn things around. So…we should probably brace ourselves for some reminders about Defoe’s prediction that they would progress farther than us in this season’s competition…

This evening’s boards had a lot of outrage towards β€œcheating Barca” and the β€œbent referee”…I see where the arguments are, but I am not going to go there. Regardless of those two elements, I just don’t think we played well enough on the whole to win. Even if Nik had scored and we had gone through, I would have considered us extremely fortunate – while absolutely loving it!! But we didn’t, so now we have to pick up the pieces.

I don’t think we will ever get over this hump if we keep focusing on poor refereeing performances – they happen and tonight’s was certainly below par. But there were too many things that we failed to do as well – retain possession and attack, for starters – that I don’t want to harp on the referee and opposition…Each of us is bitterly disappointed with how this turned out and each of us will deal with it in own respective ways…

My choice is to credit Barcelona with out playing us on the night and ultimately deservedly beating us. That does not diminish my pride at our performance against such a great team in such difficult conditions; it raises my hopes that we have seen the benchmark yet again, and have improved on last year’s performances. They have bested us in this competition in four separate seasons now – I don’t know when we will turn it around and knock them out. But I do believe that day is coming – as I think they do – and I do think it will be very, very, painful for them when it does arrive…

We won’t get another crack at them again this season, but we have another nemesis – one which we owe a pounding to – coming up this weekend. I want to see our players angry, frustrated and wanting to make someone suffer and pay in blood for this. I can think of no better team to take it all out on than Manchester United…

FC Barcelona will have to wait at least another season for theirs, but we can take care of United in a few days – and hopefully take a big step towards the two remaining trophies we can win this season…

I meant to end there, but I want to add a quick note on the unfortunate Szczesny. Arsene stated he has a dislocated finger and that the tendon needs to be assessed for damage. I would expect him to be out for at least a little while, so our injury list is not abating. Al deserves a ton of credit for coming in on short notice and keeping us in this. Our defenders – particularly JD – played very well, but without Al, the scoreline would have been humiliating.

Szczesny’s injury means he is the only fit senior goalkeeper at the club (surely we have to recall Mannone now?) and he will get a run in the first team. If Al can consistently replicate the form he showed tonight, we should be ok in goal. Our defence is much better now than it was when he lost his place, so hopefully that will help his confidence and form.

Written by Oliver